Free mind


A virtuoso can detect definitively, unfailingly some coherence. What i do, where i go, i may be subjected to new people, ideas. But it is that beauty of relaxed mind that nothing new seems to be happening barring few actions around me. Whatever has to happen and is happening around has already been discounted by mind and thus, it renders almost all data floating around me, meaningless. Consequently the radar system in my head has grown extremely strong to catch anything what may appear to me; important , or funny or curious. and nowadays happiness comes only from nothingness and awareness of nothingness. I just avoided the word 'void' as it has negative connotations for many. But even avoid has a void, to give an example of my earnest desire. It is almost like i have been sailing through crowd around me daily, effortlessly separating noise from myself. No accident that i was laughing in the elevator thinking about some silly office love affairs going on. The most useless of things catch my attention, sometimes. I must here admit that this state is not exclusive to me, and countless people experience it for a short period of time. But a large portion of those people are either in pain, or want to get out of it soon to seek some smile based on tangible reasons. These are the people who make efforts to get out of puddles in the road. Laziness and, the tenet of rejection of any sort of effort, is what enriches my thinking and adds consistency in my case, which happily, is very good. I think Ravana's brother kumbhakaran must also have reveled in the same state for his lifetime. Perhaps this was why staying awake did not add much value to him. ( Well, that was extreme ! )

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  1. This is the Best "Shortest Mental Biography" i have ever read. I confess that i am in much the same mental condition and i do not mean it with negative conotation either, this tranquility has increased my mental efficience. It made me laugh for 5 complete minutes after i visualized you laughing in elevator thinking of an office affair (You always had a knack to see these kind of events in your surroundings so this is independent of the present state, it is a by birth attribute) i loved the way you have built the entire blog, it was like reading a drunk V.S Naipaul :)

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